Friday L.A. Ex

I'm trying as best as I can to say that I'm going out to Popstars tonight. But it doesn't come out as nicely as I would like. So I write it instead as the first sentence of this paragraph - an explanation of what I'm trying to say, but which says what I want to say anyways. So there. Now you know. I'm going to Popstars tonight. I've just repeated myself.

I'll be the one by the bar, martini/tequilasunrise/champagne/discountbeer in hand. I'll be the one oggling the boys, dancing with my boy, dancing with the girls, dancing away from anything by the Cheeky Girls. And I'll be the one to go home tonight and clean the bathroom, because momma arrives tomorrow. And I'll be the one to wake up early and head for Heathrow Airport to receive her.

On Monday, I'll tell you how it went.

Now I know that you know that I know. But I won't know that you know unless you tell me that you know. And don't you dare only write: "I know"! Because, really, if you don't expand on your words, then I'll never know if you knew.

Take the colour quiz and be damned

Results from Colorquiz

Your Existing Situation
Active, outgoing, and restless. Feels frustrated by the slowness with which events develop along the desired lines. This leads to irritability, changeability, and lack of persistence when pursuing a given objective.

This is true in that I'm restless to develop my writing skills, to get published, to be involved in things that I feel will give me professional satisfaction. Lack of persistence came when I quit working on my novel because I felt I wasn't emotionally connected to it.

Your Stress Sources
Resilience and tenacity have become weakened. Feels overtaxed, worn out, and getting nowhere, but continues to stand his ground. He feels this adverse situation as an actual tangible pressure which is intolerable to him and from which he wants to escape, but he feels unable to make the necessary decision.

not so true... though I do wake up in the middle of the night, sometimes, feeling completely hopeless with my life. I think I must have pushed down into my subconscious all those fears... and that's where my resilience emerges.

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Got to go home now...

have a good weekend, all of you.