Leaving Blues

My last day in São Paulo. My bus to Londrina leaves tonight. I don't feel as if I've said goodbye properly to my friends; I've spent the last days thinking of ways to move back here with Kevin, rent an apartment in the city's downtown area, find a job, learn how to drive again, and let my life continue here. I think Kevin would be happy learning Portuguese, meeting all these lovely brasilians who are so easy to speak and be with.

I'm not touching alcohol for the rest of this week. My body needs downtime to recuperate. And I need to phone or e-mail my boyfriend before he throws all my things out of the window.