FUBAR

Argh... why am i feeling this shitty? Something tells me that if I started swimming or exercising, the endorphins would help... for all of you who go to a gym, is that your experience?

Kevin and I went to Ryan`s vernisage tonight. He studied at St-Martin`s college "that`s where I, caught her eye!" Most of the stuff was interesting but it was just too damn crowded. He had three videos, two of which I really liked.

Now I cease to exist at home... stopped being missed. I`m living in some hollow moment, waiting for something to happen. I never feel this way, so I`m concerned. Could it be the crest of a wave? The midrif of a storm?