Today's Itinerary

Another one of those days where I asked myself: "what's to be done with my time?" I contemplated doing some Yoga in my bedroom... realized I couldn't even do the sun salutation without hitting the bed or the desk, so I settled for some meditation.

Took a shower, grabbed the camera and decided for a walk. The neighbour was coming in as I was going out. As usual, she ignored my hello. Cow. Not saying anything to her, ever again... even if she looks like an agoraphobic.

Walked to the library, in search of Graham Swift's Last Orders. Came away with a murder-mystery. Cut through Queen's Park, bought The Guardian... Their Weekend magazine has a great article about the secret love triangle between Brett Anderson (Suede), Justine (Elastica) and Damon Albarn (Blur)... I always suspected Damon was an asshole. Got full confirmation. Also feel all the more that Brett is just lovely. He's one of those guys I would love to have as a friend, as an older, cool, brother.

Read the newspaper from cover to cover. War with Syria? Am I being naive if I say I didn't see that coming?

All through my twenties, I didn't realize our world was so fragile. My bubble must have been really strong, very self-sufficient. Then I came out of it and realized I couldn't get back in.

"I tried to live in the world
Instead of a shell
But before I began,
I was bored before I even began."

_ The Smiths

I know I miss something

I haven't received any phone calls about energy realignments. Neither just a friendly voice.

Sometimes I feel completely isolated in London. I miss Brazil, I miss living so close to Meire! I miss being able to visit my friends in Sao Paulo, or travelling to the coast with them. I miss how it was to live in Montreal, to have something to do everyday, even if it just was a long conversation in a smokey cafe on Saint Catherine street.

I'm looking forward to visiting Canada in July. I don't know where I'm going to find the money to go... but I know I'm going.