I'm not in love with Twiggy

[dotinthesky]

The day, to be perfect:

- I'm home alone. I've rented three videos: Morvern Callar, The Hours, Final Destination 2.
- I take a long bath, listening to Kevin's walkman. The water is filled with Honey & Vanilla bubbles, thanks to Sainsbury's.
- I'm orgasomatic.
- I eat a boiled egg, three slices of baked bread, strawberry yogurt, some salted peanuts and cashew nuts. And Earl Grey tea with milk and honey.
- I'm now drinking Fanta Lemon in an Orangina glass.
- The time will come for us to die, no memories left to cry... let us burn and smoulter too.
- All I wanted was to be free... music was my only joy.
- I'm contemplating the bananas in the glass bowl, just to my right.
- I won't forgive any politicians today.
- Sunday television sucks. We taped Ed Wood last night. Carrie, from Sex and the City was in it.
- I like being on my own. I enjoy my control over silence.
- I hate people who talk just to fill up space. If you have nothing to say, shut the fuck up. And don't fucking repeat yourself otherwise I'll smash your head through the window, tear your guts out, serve you to the crows that perch on the neighbouring roofs.
- I feel peaceful and happy.
- I might rent more movies tonight.

Comments

[peraventure.livejournal.com]

I like the part about having control over silence. I'll be the first to admit that I talk a lot, but it's lovely to be able to "shut the fuck up" sometimes. I used to get that way semi-voluntarily after watching The Piano. I need that movie on DVD. I would just...not want to talk...my dad got all pissy the first time it happened, but for some reason my mother understood what happened after the barest amount of explanation. And I sat through dinner happily silent.

btw, you're "my gay boy in Britain." I love the gay boys, I don't see how everyone doesn't.

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

is that what you are telling everyone? "i know this gay boy in london who just loves Schiele..."

;o]


i once knew a girl who told me she never ever spoke after watching a movie. She just wanted to be quiet and think... i think she was right.

The whole thing about talking is definetly a gay men and women sin... there just seems to be a lot of men and women who just go on and on, but when you pay attention to what they are saying, well... they ain't saying much! I'm usually very patient, but I guess I had to express some ANGER at that!

;oP

But you can talk my ears off now because I'm feeling better...

[peraventure.livejournal.com]

hehehhee...well, I can blather on pretty well in comments. I think I've proven that so far.

And I just told my roomie a story and you came up and I say "my gay Morrissey boy in Britain." I love your history, so I'm all 'You know, the Brazilian born in S. Africa, educated in Singapore and Canada and now living in England." Heheh...she was also amused.

I have decided that I shall dress as Morrissey for next Halloween, gaudy necklace tied to my belt with a too-small button up shirt (so my hipbones can show when I throw my hands up in the air and do weird little hip wiggles) beneath a thin suit jacket of oddly contrasting patterns, jeans and a large bouquet in my back pocket. I've got bangs, so I can easily have Morrissey hair. Now I just have to decide whether to do the glasses or not. I'll have to find some at a thrift store if I decide to. hee hee! only now I'm all sorts of inconsolable b/c I would have to figure out what I want to be two weeks after Halloween, right?

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

oh... what were you for this year's halloween? I had a very boriing one... it's been like that since I moved to England...

I wish I could be you Johnny Marr! The last time I dressed up for Halloween, I was the spirit of the 80s... it was so much fun.

maybe you'll have to take some pics of your self as Morrissey and let us judge/tell you what needs improvement and what is ace.

Don't forget the gladioli!

[peraventure.livejournal.com]

see, I'm thinking eucalyptus and some really long field flowers. Awww, you could be my Marr any day! I didn't do anything good this year, it kind of snuck up on me and was on Friday night when I was still doing 12 hr Fri/Sat shifts. I just wore a bunch of red and cute shoes and danced really well. I will definitely take pictures when I get around to getting the needed items. not sure on the shoes, I forget.