There is something appealing about that statement. I used to be a ballet dancer and I was of the belief that only through intense discipline and perfect technique would you really have the tools to be free/creative/able to abandon your ties to form. But Flaubert has always concerned me a little bit too. I read Madame Bovary at a time when I was suffocating in small town high school life and I had every sympathy for Madame's restless longing for romance and liberty. So it was extra sad to see her life fall apart - even if she was a shallow bitch. It's like when I fall in love with Scarlett O'Hara's green and white dress at the party before the war (her eyelashes were amazing) and I find myself identifying with the little minx, only to have Rhett leave me too and not just her in the very end. When author's write stories like that, it feels like, "See what happens if you do what you want? You will suffer you bad little girl!" Right, well, anyway, my name is Sarah and I found your journal through pantomimewhore and I'm trying to decide if I want to take out extra student loans to go to Brazil in August for a conference. Thanks for the tempting pictures.
What did she teach me? Well, in class or out? She helped teach a course called theoretical foundations - it was a course in which we read Skinner. Lots of Skinner.
Our of class, she and I went dancing on Monday nights and I learned to lightened up and enjoy being beautiful and female. I learned that sexy women are sexy at any age, and that experience is very very valuable.
bourgeois, by the way, is my most favorite word on the planet. and for some reason it's appeared everywhere today. in a short story in Fiction class, a criticism of e.e. cummings' work in English class, and a report on communism in the 1920s in AP American History, and now you...
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on 2004-03-05 07:03 am (UTC)But Flaubert has always concerned me a little bit too. I read Madame Bovary at a time when I was suffocating in small town high school life and I had every sympathy for Madame's restless longing for romance and liberty. So it was extra sad to see her life fall apart - even if she was a shallow bitch. It's like when I fall in love with Scarlett O'Hara's green and white dress at the party before the war (her eyelashes were amazing) and I find myself identifying with the little minx, only to have Rhett leave me too and not just her in the very end. When author's write stories like that, it feels like, "See what happens if you do what you want? You will suffer you bad little girl!"
Right, well, anyway, my name is Sarah and I found your journal through
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on 2004-03-07 09:05 am (UTC)This year we had a visiting professor from Brazil. If her country is anything like her, indeed it is a rare and beautiful place.
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on 2004-03-07 03:04 pm (UTC)Our of class, she and I went dancing on Monday nights and I learned to lightened up and enjoy being beautiful and female. I learned that sexy women are sexy at any age, and that experience is very very valuable.
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are you still in touch with her?
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on 2004-03-09 01:33 pm (UTC)not the same as when she was here, but she keeps us updated.
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on 2004-03-11 01:54 pm (UTC)IF I am lucky enough to go, I'm sure I'll be bothering you more for info.
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on 2004-03-05 05:36 pm (UTC)is this a sign?
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