being yourself is not an option

[dotinthesky]

i dunno i dunno i dunno
not feeling very well. might be the gigantic ham & cheese bap i had for lunch --> not sitting well in my stomach
might be my lack of ideas for a gift for kevin --> i sent him a text and said he shouldn't bother buying me anything.

how E.M.O.

i still don't know what emo means. nobody has fully explained it to me. i feel sometimes that i must be it, if emo means someone who can cry when listening to The Smiths by themselves in the kitchen.
but if emo means wearing tight t-shirts, and clothes worn by other people in the 70s, then i'm definetly not that.

in any case, i think those tags are shattering: emo, punk, skin, cheerleader, grunge, goth, metal, wood, plastic, it's all just junk, isn't it? let's try to be only one thing:

the motherfuckers who will bring down american republicans.

i'll push from here, making sure bliar is not reelected; you make sure dirtybush is gone by the end of 2004

Comments

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

i did mention goths! i didn't want to call anyone fuckheads... because that's an adjective reserved for the Right in America.

having no style is my style too... but i'm scared of how well I've perfected it... and how easy it could be for me to just disappear off the planet one of these days.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

did you mention goths???

(and i was only kidding about the fuckhead part...although they do tend to annoy me...the genre as a whole, not certain individuals)

and yeah....I feel that I will disappear one day as well, but even when I dress "normal" there is still a bit of my quirkiness that shines through...I am sure you have a spark that people sense...so don't worry about disappearing

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

if i have a stalker than I must be doing something right! :o)

i guess i can be quirky sometimes... it's usually after too many coffees or beers.

i just wish we could break free from this sort of materialist, repetitive life that seems to have fallen on our heads. I want to be free to live anywhere in the world if I wish, regardless of visas. I want to wear a skirt in the summer because I'll be better ventilated. I want to dye my hair all mad colours and listen to good country music... i want to go mad, basically, but I don't feel like I can handle other people's reactions.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

i know...we try not to care what others think, yet it does still get under our skin

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

people can be very cruel when you don't participate in the herd.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

I know... highschool was hell for me, but you know, I never caved...I remained my own person...and it actually helped me to realize I was better than those assholes

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

i had only 6 friends in high school... but tons outside of school. what helped was the knowledge that after school I could meet up with my real friends.

i'm glad it made you stronger... all those assholes are probably in shit lives right now.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

god i hope so...especially Aaron Flavell

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

lol... who's he? what did he do?

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

he is the son of a bitch that got everyone calling me freak in highschool...and the thing that sucked most, was when i first transferred schools, i had a crush on him

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

so they just called you freak? how retarded of them... kids can be so stupid.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

i know...and you know what else???

It's so funny, cause a lot of people would come talk to me, and enjoy my company, but as soon as their "crowd" was around, they would start tyo be mean... I did have a lot of friends in highschool, however, but they were all the artsy kids, and the band kids and stuff...

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

then you were lucky. cause most people are stuck with retards in highschool and only get to meet their true friends in University.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

I have always made people laugh, and that wins people over...even my enemies I make laugh, so they may hate me even more, because despite their dislike for me, I can still make them smile

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

you know, i kind of regret not seeing you this summer when I went to Canada! I think it would have been great to meet you in person... i'm sure we'd make each other go nuts with our bad jokes, but we'd probably laugh a lot too.

:o)

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

yeah, well, next time you go to Canada, you have to come to Toronto...no excuses!!!!

Oh, I got your cd in the mail yesterday....thanks again!

Hopefully yours will get to you soon, if it hasn't already

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

thanks! it hasn't arrived yet... i'm really looking forward to discovering Clientele.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

and remember...if you like it, i shall burn you the other one of theirs

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

thanks Dilva! I'm sure I'll like it... your taste in music is the best.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

why thank you!

the boradcast album is great, btw