being yourself is not an option

[dotinthesky]

i dunno i dunno i dunno
not feeling very well. might be the gigantic ham & cheese bap i had for lunch --> not sitting well in my stomach
might be my lack of ideas for a gift for kevin --> i sent him a text and said he shouldn't bother buying me anything.

how E.M.O.

i still don't know what emo means. nobody has fully explained it to me. i feel sometimes that i must be it, if emo means someone who can cry when listening to The Smiths by themselves in the kitchen.
but if emo means wearing tight t-shirts, and clothes worn by other people in the 70s, then i'm definetly not that.

in any case, i think those tags are shattering: emo, punk, skin, cheerleader, grunge, goth, metal, wood, plastic, it's all just junk, isn't it? let's try to be only one thing:

the motherfuckers who will bring down american republicans.

i'll push from here, making sure bliar is not reelected; you make sure dirtybush is gone by the end of 2004

Comments

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

did you mention goths???

(and i was only kidding about the fuckhead part...although they do tend to annoy me...the genre as a whole, not certain individuals)

and yeah....I feel that I will disappear one day as well, but even when I dress "normal" there is still a bit of my quirkiness that shines through...I am sure you have a spark that people sense...so don't worry about disappearing

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

if i have a stalker than I must be doing something right! :o)

i guess i can be quirky sometimes... it's usually after too many coffees or beers.

i just wish we could break free from this sort of materialist, repetitive life that seems to have fallen on our heads. I want to be free to live anywhere in the world if I wish, regardless of visas. I want to wear a skirt in the summer because I'll be better ventilated. I want to dye my hair all mad colours and listen to good country music... i want to go mad, basically, but I don't feel like I can handle other people's reactions.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

i know...we try not to care what others think, yet it does still get under our skin

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

people can be very cruel when you don't participate in the herd.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

I know... highschool was hell for me, but you know, I never caved...I remained my own person...and it actually helped me to realize I was better than those assholes

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

i had only 6 friends in high school... but tons outside of school. what helped was the knowledge that after school I could meet up with my real friends.

i'm glad it made you stronger... all those assholes are probably in shit lives right now.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

god i hope so...especially Aaron Flavell

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

lol... who's he? what did he do?

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

he is the son of a bitch that got everyone calling me freak in highschool...and the thing that sucked most, was when i first transferred schools, i had a crush on him

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

so they just called you freak? how retarded of them... kids can be so stupid.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

i know...and you know what else???

It's so funny, cause a lot of people would come talk to me, and enjoy my company, but as soon as their "crowd" was around, they would start tyo be mean... I did have a lot of friends in highschool, however, but they were all the artsy kids, and the band kids and stuff...

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

then you were lucky. cause most people are stuck with retards in highschool and only get to meet their true friends in University.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

I have always made people laugh, and that wins people over...even my enemies I make laugh, so they may hate me even more, because despite their dislike for me, I can still make them smile

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

you know, i kind of regret not seeing you this summer when I went to Canada! I think it would have been great to meet you in person... i'm sure we'd make each other go nuts with our bad jokes, but we'd probably laugh a lot too.

:o)

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

yeah, well, next time you go to Canada, you have to come to Toronto...no excuses!!!!

Oh, I got your cd in the mail yesterday....thanks again!

Hopefully yours will get to you soon, if it hasn't already

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

thanks! it hasn't arrived yet... i'm really looking forward to discovering Clientele.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

and remember...if you like it, i shall burn you the other one of theirs

[commonpeople.livejournal.com]

thanks Dilva! I'm sure I'll like it... your taste in music is the best.

[dilvalicious.livejournal.com]

why thank you!

the boradcast album is great, btw