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It's been now 6 weeks since [livejournal.com profile] olamina came to visit Brazil. We had many interesting conversations during those days we spent together, mostly about our families and lives. Two of them have stayed with me.

The first one was about creativity, the energy we place into what we create and how we must be careful of what we bring into the world. I was in the midst of writing a first draft of a novel (for NaNoWriMo) - a horror novel - and it made me stop and think about my story, especially as it had demonic elements. In fact, a strange coincidence happened at the time. Just before Olamina and I went off to São Paulo for a long weekend, I wrote a passage in the novel that referenced a snake. When I got back, I discovered that one of my beloved pets had been killed by one.

At first I was really upset about this - even thinking I had somehow brought this about by "invoking" demonic elements. Took me about a month to get over his death and I've come to realise that part of grieving involves a little guilt. What if I had stayed behind with him? What if I had written something different?

I'm still going ahead with the novel and have started to delve more deeply into the symbolism around snakes. Grief as well: how can I add to my writing what I felt, since death goes hand in hand with horror? I guess I'm trying to make the best of it and learn from the experience, assimilating his loss and ultimately bringing some meaning into my novel - for the reader and myself.

The second chat we had was about the platform Substack. I was telling her about wanting to post more often on LJ, maybe even rebrand my account, and she suggested I try Substack instead. "You have so many stories to tell," she told me.

I already knew of Substack thanks to two writers, Hattie Crisell and George Saunders, who publish newsletters on creative writing. But I'd never stopped to consider creating one for myself. I started researching Substack, signing up to more accounts, and finally created a newsletter for myself.

I've been thinking since then about what I would write, how often I would publish, and if I should monetize. I've researched other writers, read articles in favour and against Substack. I've behaved like a typical Libra, weighing the pros and the cons. Finally, I decided I would launch it at the start of January, giving me this holiday break to tinker with it and get it ready.

Then news broke yesterday about Substack's decision not to remove or demonitize nazi content from its site. Damn... the nazis were one of the main reasons I left Twitter. This has thrown a clog in my plans and made me stop and rethink what I'm doing. Do I really want to send out a newsletter regularly? Do I want to commit to Substack and support a platform that encourages hate groups to proliferate? Do I care to play the monetization game? Should I maybe just log off and read a book?

Should I just post more regularly on Livejournal and leave it at that?

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Oct. 26th, 2023 07:10 am
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It's been exactly three months since I left Twitter. I created accounts on Threads, Bluesky and Mastodon. These are my thoughts on them as replacements for Twitter:

Threads
Followers: 98
Following: 96

My departure from Twitter (when they decided to rebrand it as X) coincided with the launch of Meta's Threads. Like everyone else, I was inicially excited, especially as a lot of Instagram friends, who didn't tweet, used it for a few days. Then, as the realisation dawned that Threads didn't have a news agreggator or a search function (other then to search for specific accounts), the place emptied out.

I stuck around. Threads felt like old school Instagram to me, with people posting beautiful photos, but what I really liked was that the algorithm kept showing me content that was equal english and brazilian portuguese, because of my large groups of brazilian friends on Instagram. I also enjoyed how random some of the posts were - it reminded me a little bit of TikTok. The usual thirst traps - so prevalent on Instagram - also showed up, but it was easier than Instagram to ignore them.

More recently, after more badly-judged changes to Twitter, there's been a huge surge of new users to Threads. People who had deserted it came back, with their usual complaining posts about how much they now hated Twitter. For a while, that's all you saw, but that now seems to have died down. The algorhythm enjoyed this new surge and posts got more interesting. People who I enjoyed on Twitter finally joined; it felt like Threads could turn out to be Twitter's big successor.

If Threads was a TV show or movie, it would be "2012" - big budget, lots of talk of how Twitter destroyed everything, survivors showing up all the time and trying to get in the surviving boat.

Mastodon
Followers: 46
Following: 134

Mastodon is its own unique beast and I predict - at this stage - that it will never become popular, due to the whole concept of the fediverse. It's a great notion but a difficult one to sell to users who just want to pick up an app and start using it. For one, you have to decide at first which "instance" you want to join, so that already involves a bit of figuring out what instances mean, and how to decide which one is the best for you. And what if you want to follow someone who's in another instance? I went for the Books one, which turned out to be a great choice: I was immediately welcomed and made some nice, new connections. I tried to find old Twitter friends but there were only a few there, and definitely nobody from Brazil.

My particular instance is very left - sometimes even extreme left. Big popular topics are Trump and long Covid. Are there right-wing instances? Sometimes you hear murmurings that an instance was taken down, or they ran out of money to keep it going (Mastodon has no ads and so relies on its users keeping their instances going; if your instance's admin decides to quit, and nobody wants to take over the job, the instance dies.) As Mastodon is run on a limited budget, you can't post videos. Users are also older, I noticed, and there are no celebrities, aside from George Takei (but he seems to be on all apps).

If Mastodon was a TV show or movie, it would be "Battlestar Galactica" - a group of interlinked ships in outer space, escaping some menace, eternally paranoid that some of that menace is in their midst.

Bluesky
Followers: 18
Following: 58

I came late to Bluesky as it took me a while to get an invite code. I'd heard it was pretty quiet inside and the rumours were not wrong. There isn't much going on - it's like what Twitter was like just before it became popular. It has many of Twitter's functionality.

I used to have lists on Twitter for literary journals, translators and writers. Bluesky has turned out to be a giant literary list for me. I've given up on treating it like Twitter - it's simply not big enough for that. When I log on, I get updates on journals that are seeking submissions, info on writers and published material I may wish to read. It's low level commitment. It's very unlikely Bluesky will grow to become the next Twitter.

If Bluesky was a TV show or movie, it would be "Lost" - a small group of survivors from an airplane crash, on a strange island that seems like the real world. They soon learn that only a select few can enter this island, and that there are "others" already living there who don't wish to leave.

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#camden #london #chemtrails

A link from Twitter leads to Jack Kerouac’s thoughts on writing and living in the present. Soon, I'm lost in thought watching the crows outside our living room, hopping from one Victoria Park tree to the next.

On the Overground to work, I listen to The Orchestra of Syrian Musicians and watch the faces of fellow passengers. Sun pours into the carriage, spring a week early.

A letter sent off at lunch time, a walk through Camden in the glorious sunshine. Chemtrails cover the sky, homeless people congregate outside high street bank branches. Very reluctantly, I return to my desk.
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Image by Alba Pena Castro

A bank holiday weekend in London graced by sunshine.

A shirtless young man does pull-ups in Victoria Park. Later, he’ll post a flawless selfie on Instagram. A runner stops to catch her breath and check if her stats uploaded onto RunKeeper. Then comes a group in their twenties, sharing a joke. They’ll have something to tweet about in the evening.

All the benches facing the park’s pond are occupied. Happy young families on the paddleboats upload their photos onto Facebook before they’ve even stepped back onshore.

He wonders what’s the best way to synthesise it all for his online journal.
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Heading home. Wishing protection and safety for all commuters tonight.

Just before I leave for work, I read a tweet alerting of two explosions in Brussels' airport. It’s a beautiful sunny day outside, the first one this spring.

Train commuters read their free newspapers, already old news. I think of an old friend who lives in Brussels, who had a daughter last year. More news comes in, this time of a bomb gone off in a subway train near the EU Headquarters.  I watch the faces by the train’s doors with some worry. I check Facebook but my friend hasn’t replied to an earlier concerned message.

I then walk down the high street, past Camden Station. Its entrance is like a maw taking in and spilling out people. An unmarked car speeds by, a single driver inside, blasting a siren. An ambulance loiters across the street, eerily silent.

I steer clear of commuters by going down a quiet street. Near my office, I walk past a family unloading their bags from a taxi. They are in good spirits, maybe arriving home after a long journey. One of the young daughters smiles at me so openly and friendly as if thinking ‘isn’t this a beautiful day?’ Her mother wears a hijab.

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